• 11:13 AM, Friday, August 15, 2008
..people live their lives bound by what they accept correct and true.
that's how they define "reality".
I'm very confused.
very confused indeed.
i need to stop thinking about things that's not gonna happen
or it's gonna make me even more confused.
what should i do.
.
when i don't understand myself.
Life-wise
what i want, and is that what i really want.
Love-wise
that feeling, whether it's really love or just stupid wishful thinking.
and i've only known her for like what.. 3-4 weeks.
after all, chefs are meant to be loners.
i need to pull myself together.
sigh
.
i'm not depressed,
just feeling very confused.
someone help me.
please.
I really am, a selfish little asshole.
Off day is tomorrow.
Can't wait.
for some well-deserved rest.
HAHA :)
I'm really am a mood changing bastard.
What the hell is wrong with me.
and what's going on with me.
damn hormones. must be la.
that's why i say i needa see a psychologist.
i'm mind f*cked. sigh.
oh wells!
i am STUPID. What can i say
woke up at 5am this morning,
headed to work and realised it's freaking Friday(reminded by ah lun).
Friday = Afternoon shift for me.
Good fk'in game! lol.
bo bian, have to go home. so headed home lor.
blogging now, heading to my workplace again soon.
ugh. 3-11. i dunno which shift i prefer more ~_~.
sian'd! hahah so stupid la, wasted so much bus fare.
anyways. nothing much to post.
some lulz i guess!
take my cookie and face my wrath! - cookie monster.
Ciaossu!
I'm very confused.
very confused indeed.
i need to stop thinking about things that's not gonna happen
or it's gonna make me even more confused.
what should i do.
.
when i don't understand myself.
Life-wise
what i want, and is that what i really want.
Love-wise
that feeling, whether it's really love or just stupid wishful thinking.
and i've only known her for like what.. 3-4 weeks.
after all, chefs are meant to be loners.
i need to pull myself together.
sigh
.
i'm not depressed,
just feeling very confused.
someone help me.
please.
I really am, a selfish little asshole.
Off day is tomorrow.
Can't wait.
for some well-deserved rest.
HAHA :)
I'm really am a mood changing bastard.
What the hell is wrong with me.
and what's going on with me.
damn hormones. must be la.
that's why i say i needa see a psychologist.
i'm mind f*cked. sigh.
oh wells!
i am STUPID. What can i say
woke up at 5am this morning,
headed to work and realised it's freaking Friday(reminded by ah lun).
Friday = Afternoon shift for me.
Good fk'in game! lol.
bo bian, have to go home. so headed home lor.
blogging now, heading to my workplace again soon.
ugh. 3-11. i dunno which shift i prefer more ~_~.
sian'd! hahah so stupid la, wasted so much bus fare.
anyways. nothing much to post.
some lulz i guess!
take my cookie and face my wrath! - cookie monster.Ciaossu!
