• 6:22 PM, Thursday, August 28, 2008
Gonna be the second month of working soon.
PAY DAY INCOMING YO!
k, gonna buy a iphone!
...
..
.
yea right... i don't earn 10k per month.
SHIT!! REALITY.
kk. whatever. i'll decide how much i earn after army.
if i can. lol.
ok whatever.
this post is seriously f*ckin random.
ok yea i need more sleep.
I LOOK MORE AND MORE LIKE A F*CKING PANDA ohmytian.
work is tiring.
boo.

I'm feeling emo again.
Woohoo emokid always thinking about "her".
fuck me :(..


ok. Factlolzcorner.
Ciaossu.

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• 8:48 PM, Tuesday, August 26, 2008
Ni Hao all,
off day again today.
woke up like super early today and went to ben's house.
why?
CONQUER BUKIT TIMAH HILL.
...
wtf?
..
.
erm ok. so we walked from his house
Petir to the hill summit.
took about 1 hour.
quite fast huh?
thanks to ben's dad who lead us through.
and yea.
dex got poked by a thorn from a tree lmao
(WHY U GET OWN EVERYWHERE U GO? FAIL LOL! :P)
hope he isn't traumatized by the trip!
HAHA.

some pics i took.this monkey here was nice enough to come down the tree
and pose for the cam.
thanks buddy.(zoom'd in quite abit cause i was scared that it'll mistake my phone as food :D)

We slacked at the summit hut for abit before coming down.
and headed to dex house to wait for them to get clean up.

then headed to lot1 ntuc to buy some ingredients
and i ended up cooking a meal for them.
damn i hate my house kitchen..
not much utensils and tools to assist my happy cooking :(
(i want my personal kitchen soon!)


ok. so i slacked abit on their cooking. cause i lack alot of stuff
and it's last min preparations :(
and we are all very HUNGRY.
just basically french fries, baked beans, saute brocolli and mushrooms and cajun chicken :O
(very random, yes i know i suck :( )
so played abit and watch'd tv for abit.
then headed down to lot1 and teck whye for their army specs hunt.
end of another off day. bah.

well figured only this kinda off days can keep my mind off from "her",
and thinking stupid things.
do i like it? i dunno.

ok, whatever
ilovethisvideo.
NA SI WA WU JI PA BAN!111!!one

Ciaossu!

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• 10:30 AM, Saturday, August 23, 2008
"When does a person really die? Is it when they'd been shot?
NO, a person dies if HE HAS BEEN FORGOTTEN!"


sometimes when i look around,
examining the human behavior.
i wonder what teenagers nowadays are thinking.
was taking train to work yesterday around 1.45pm.
and while i was on the mrt platform.
this 2 teens(age15-16) was waiting for the train too.
wearing same cloths and pants and to the extend of having same hairstyles.
(makes me wonder if young teens nowadays are turning gay. oh well)
must be going out since it was Friday and school ends early for secondary school students.
so yea, quite alot of people on the platform.
so.. this boy threw a used tissue on the platform ground,
and most probably wasn't intending to pick it up.
after a while,
a white haired lady(age 60-65) picked up the tissue.
and told them not to litter.
boy's reply was,
"Bu shi wo diu de la"(not i throw one)
at that time. i was wondering how stupid people can get nowadays.you threw it on the ground. with so many people watching
and yet you deny.
lol.
Fail much?

oh well.
Life's been sucky as usual lately(won't elaborate much) :)
can't help it tho. hahah.
mmm. yea...
work work soon.

"lulzcorner"
Ciaossu.

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• 6:56 PM, Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Off day.
Went to ben's house as usual today.
Didn't manage to play bball.

cause weather isn't looking too good.

shit man, i need some exercise. been slacking off lately.

so played cards for abit.

and i switch to playing guitar hero and dota on his com.
while the others played.
Nothing eventful happen.

3-4 more weeks and they're going into army.

I'm gonna be so bored then.

oh well.
not looking forward to the future. mmhmm.
i'm not feeling any better from yesterday.
brainwise.
i can't stop being paranoid and keep thinking about her.
i wish i'd stop this. mindf*cking myself isn't good.
just gonna keep praying.
for the day i'd grow up from relationship problems(wishful thinkings).
some people who knows me well said i've matured alot.
from what i use to be. i thank them.
i myself wish i'm back in the past.
and never had matured.
but the world don't wait for you.



I'm mentally and emotionally fragile.
Break me like a stick, will you?


funnypics.

Ciaossu.

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• 8:19 PM, Saturday, August 16, 2008
Dex said bball this morning 8am,
and he freaking overslept.
ended up with only me at bukit panjang!
THANKS AR DEX!

lol.
anyways met up with them and had breakfast at BP mac.
then headed to ben's house to raid ragnaroast:D
Ragnaroast is harder than onyxia omg.
it's like a noob running thru the whole molten core,
luring all the boss and not killing the trash.
lol!
(oh it's all tcg btw :) we all quit wow-ing, dunno about WOTLK tho :D)
ben has to go out due to religious matters,
and so we hang out around the void deck.
dex and khek were playing cards,
and i fell asleep on the void deck table while watching them.
lol tired ftl :(

ben came back like 1 hour later and we went to BP to had our lunches.
lol, dex intro us the super spicy mee rebus.
and he went ahead and eat mee soto.
ended up with 3 red face and sweating me, ben and khek.
THANKS AGAIN AR DEX.

we then decided to play some dota(lan). lmao
bukit timah shopping centre...
played for 2 hours+
Dex's pretty good for a noob. (must be hiding at home playing?)
but still can't kill overpowered me(Tiny)! :)
ahh well haven't played dota for a year anyways.
headed home after playing.

anyways...
blog blog. emo emo. hahaha. shitttt.
whatever.

Wishful thinking,
is what made me feel like this today.
Stop thinking.
That's all i need to do.


oh well some "lulz". i guess..
Ciaossu.

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• 11:13 AM, Friday, August 15, 2008
..people live their lives bound by what they accept correct and true.
that's how they define "reality".


I'm very confused.
very confused indeed.

i need to stop thinking about things that's not gonna happen
or it's gonna make me even more confused.

what should i do.
.
when i don't understand myself.
Life-wise
what i want, and is that what i really want.
Love-wise
that feeling, whether it's really love or just stupid wishful thinking.
and i've only known her for like what.. 3-4 weeks.
after all, chefs are meant to be loners.

i need to pull myself together.
sigh
.
i'm not depressed,
just feeling very confused.
someone help me.
please.

I really am, a selfish little asshole.

Off day is tomorrow.
Can't wait.
for some well-deserved rest.
HAHA :)
I'm really am a mood changing bastard.
What the hell is wrong with me.
and what's going on with me.
damn hormones. must be la.
that's why i say i needa see a psychologist.
i'm mind f*cked. sigh.
oh wells!

i am STUPID. What can i say
woke up at 5am this morning,
headed to work and realised it's freaking Friday(reminded by ah lun).
Friday = Afternoon shift for me.
Good fk'in game! lol.
bo bian, have to go home. so headed home lor.
blogging now, heading to my workplace again soon.
ugh. 3-11. i dunno which shift i prefer more ~_~.
sian'd! hahah so stupid la, wasted so much bus fare.
anyways. nothing much to post.


some lulz i guess!take my cookie and face my wrath! - cookie monster.
Ciaossu!

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• 8:57 PM, Wednesday, August 13, 2008
i'm tired.
very tired.
physically,
mentally
and
emotionally.
my body's breaking down soon.
i can feel it.
i need a break
a time. when i can sleep
peacefully
without disturbance or anything.
off day is on saturday.
i've been working since last tuesday.
without any offs or mc's
.


godpleasehelpme.

.

orelse
..
it's ME AGAINST THE WORLD.
I'LL REBEL TO EVERYTHING.

i need some rest.
rest, and stop thinking.
about anything.
and everything
and everyone.
i want my carefree life back.
i need somemore sleep.
night world.

noone would understand what's going through my brain
i need to see a psychologist soon
not that i'm crazy/mad.
i just don't understand myself anymore.

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• 6:35 PM, Tuesday, August 12, 2008
ohmygosh.
i smell emo post.
nearly fainted during work today.
like seriously.
was seeing double.
and when i look into the mirror i see a pale face looking back.
reason?
didn't eat breakfast and lunch.
and..
didn't sleep till 2.30 am yesterday.
i was lying on my bed, but busy thinking about some stuff.
woke up at 4.30am.
preparing for work(which is 7-3pm).
mm.. why am i like this nowadays.
perhaps i'm thinking too much.
i suck... so bad. haha.
but whatever la! need to maintain my happy face during work
i don't like to make people unhappy.

ok. enough emozone HAHA!
came home at around 5pm.
went to clean up my com side drawer.
and i found lots of old school chinese CD's i bought!
SUPPORT ORIGINAL! HAHA:).

compared with the me now.
1. They're all English or Jap songs.
2. All downloaded/got from other people music.
HAHA, STOP PIRACY! :P
oh well. whatever.

"lulzcorner" imo :)
nice bar. 'nuff said lol.
Ciaossu!

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• 5:43 PM, Monday, August 11, 2008
TIRED..
Omg.
Yesterday, work till 11+.
Reach home about 12+
sleep about 2+
wake up about 5+
Headed to work
= dead looking me.
HAHA!
I MISS MY SCHOOL DAYS.

Took some pics of my work place.
Wasn't suppose to post. but w.e.
See those little stores behind the fountain.
Those are our "live" stations.
Gotta stand there for about 5 hours.
With a freaking smile on the face, even while facing some troublesome customers.
but..
can't do anything about it.. i'm just a trainee chef after all.


My new phobia.
HAHA, just kidding.
I still love to eat you durian!
K, nothing much to post anyway.

so...
lulzcorner!Ciaossu! :)

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• 12:27 AM, Friday, August 08, 2008
WAH!
today was fun can.
HAHA.
Was stationed at durian station.
Opened 4 baskets of them!
Woowwwww... the cloth gloves i used even have several holes in them!
and yes.
my hands too have several holes.
HAHAHA. damn!
Yesterday was sugarcane uncle.
today durian uncle!
tomorrow dunno what station tho!

Oh ya. was looking through my drawers this morning.
And i found this!Damn! so CUTE! :X.
Brings back memories lah!
Can't believe i kept it there for so long lulz.


OK! i'm one tired "hawker".
Time to sleep... lol.

Oh yea. some "KhekOWNAGE" here.Ciaossu!

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• 12:29 AM, Thursday, August 07, 2008
OHSHIT!


















....






I'm bored! :)
LOL~
Transferred to Cafe Brio's since Monday.
Off yesterday. Didn't do much tho.
Went back to work today.
Stand in Sugar cane and Ice Kacang station..
BORING!

Was just talking to my friend.
Who's also a trainee.
'Cept he's working in the muslim kitchen... Last line he said..
SO TRUE.

oh wells.
I NEED SOME SLEEP! TIREDDDDD.
Night all.


oh not forgetting. the "lulzcorner"!
Ciaossu!

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• 9:02 PM, Sunday, August 03, 2008
School > Work
Friends > ALL
'Nuff said.


lolcornerCiaossu!

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