Things do not change, We change.

Crossfade - Cold
Looking back at me I see
That I never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in
Things I cannnot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Something strong
Like a drug that gets me high

(Chorus)
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
(x2)

To you, I'm sorry about all the lies
Maybe in a different light
You could see me stand on my own again
Cause now i can see
You were the antidote that got me by
Something strong like a drug that got me high

(Chorus)

I never meant to be so cold

I never really wanted you to see
The screwed up side of me that I keep
Locked inside of me so deep
It always seems to get to me
I never really wanted you to go
So many things you should have known
I guess for me theres just no hope

(Chorus)

back to blog!
the song Cold from Crossfade rocks so much.
:) tho its emo from a view.
but it's really meaningful to me. haha.
im such a emo kid sometimes..
oh well.

soo.. where'd i start from. mm...
oh yea.. finally get to go to church again.. after 1&1/2 month.
lmao. so that day after i went to church..
met up with raymond, calvin and ivine for lunch at 302.
had a nice lunch and went to get stuff for our steamboat dinner!
got quite alot of food!
darn. lol
went back to cal's house and i was playing wow again.
HHAHAHHA.. still can raid 10man naxxramas on his laptop.
IM LEET.
whatever... had our steamboat dinner and slacked at his house for abit.
then headed to lot 1 MoF to had some supper.
and...
i need to stop myself from eating..
every night i go out for supper with them.
LOL. it's BADDD.
when it's around 10.30pm everytime.
so i'll just sit down and lim-kopi! :D
okok.
whatever. whatever.

emoness.
im really
really.. tired.
and confused, in a way..
sigh.
save me, someone.
should i just give up w/o even trying.
that'll make me a fucking failure/pussy.
raymond advised me not to rebuke myself..
but i can't help it. sigh.
ugh. whatever. lol.

lolzcorner. dane cook FOR THE WIN HAHAH!

Ciaossu.